I know that my Heavenly Father loves me. I know that he has a plan for me and my family. I know that sometimes when you step into the dark with faith you are in that dark a little bit longer than you had hoped. But I also know that it is only for our betterment. I used to always pray to have a boring life. Predictable. I would not know what I know today if the Lord had given me that. We made $23,000 last year. But what I gained spiritually is eternal and is mine. One day we will be out of this darkness. I won't miss it I have to be honest. But I will be forever grateful for everything that my Heavenly Father and Savior have taught me and given me. I KNOW that my Savior LIVES! I KNOW that I am important to my Heavenly Father. I KNOW!